During the flashbacks

 

When you are studying: I will be happy when I graduate. When you study at university: I will be happy when I find work. When you find a job: I will be happy after starting a family. After starting a family: I will be happy when I retire. After retirement: I will be happy when I die ... Most of his life was good, and he realized that death was a the end of his suffering. He accepted it and was able to let go of his fear. “They say life flashes before your eyes when you die. It does, it’s called life.”  -Terry Pratchett